What can I say to implore you? To assault your heart and soul with the light of God’s love so that it is softened, and as it is, your eyes too open and see His love and grace and call? Is life that long; and its offerings that sweet that one would compromise eternity and all its pleasures as an adopted son of God? I would think long and hard on the exchange, and your choice to remain a son of this world and its ultimate tragic but foretold end.